waiting to say, i miss you i'm so sorry.

i'm so excited omg

- you. i'm sorry. that's all i can ever say for what i did to you. but i don't want you to think any of it was ever faked or forced. i loved you, i still love you. i'll probably never stop. i miss you a lot. i think about all of the fun times we had together, how we would race to the beach. i don't think i'll ever forget. but i guess this is kind of a final goodbye. i have to move on, because things will never, ever be the same. i'm sorry i messed everything up.
 
- i'm sorry, for ruining everything. i couldn't get over the past and so i tried to just fix things but in reality i didn't, i ruined everything. i love you and i still miss you. every single day i think about you. i wish i never would've done all of that stupid shit i did. i wish i would've been honest and upfront with you. i wish i would've just been truthful and maybe risked hurting you a little rather than lying and hurting us both. you're the only girl that i have ever felt anything for (besides my ex, but she's irrelevant) and i just can't believe that i let you go.
 
so i'm sorry. i hope that you don't hate me. because i know it's selfish, but the time that i haven't spent talking to you has been hell. i just want to be friends again or something. i can't deal with not having you in my life somehow.

this is really late but i've been having trouble trying to put it into words.
 
i wish this was just a dream.
 
mitch lucker, the lead singer of silence suicide
died in a motorcycle crash. he was my
inspiration, one of my heroes, and now he's
gone.
 

it's been 3 days and you'd think that the tears
would be gone but every time i see something on
my dashboard i lose it.
 
i can't imagine no more interviews, no more hearing him live, no more songs with him.
 
i didn't get to thank him either.
 

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you'll never treat yourself right darling, but i want you to.
 
little things - one direction
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i just love this song alot so i wanted to make a set so i could use this song i don't really have anything to say so bye

in this lake of shit we've made /i refuse to sink/.
 
won't be pathetic forever - the wonder years.
 
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hi so i haven't made an actual set in a long time.
this one took forever.
and i'm still not happy w/ it.
oh well.
so i'm online.
yayyy.

"You see, Jalex is like a unicorn. You can't see it, But it's real.”"

i swear this time i mean it - mayday parade.

i swear this time i mean it - mayday parade.